Its been a really strange time. I have found myself at odds with almost everyone I know and love, though to be fair, the vast majority have been accepting of my choices. This made it hard to take such a hard line with all of them, though I couldn't help what I was feeling at the time. I made attempts to communicate what I felt, and the dangers that were being hypothesised by the brave few who speak out, but all I seemed to get was either politely ignored or just mocked, when all I was trying to was give people a chance to protect themselves from something that I still see as totally destructive. I ended up taking it out on the keyboard and writing stuff like this. Very few people actually know my identity and have no idea that I write this stuff, which is nice as it enables me to be honest without it being personal.
I agree, and can relate to a lot of what you've written. It's strange to maintain close relationships with people who believe the pharma- corporate media- government narrative, and won't really digest anything outside of it. I really appreciate those close relationships, because I've been cut off from others. But those close relationships are happening in this gaslit environment.... feels strange, not exactly fully honest, operating from different realities, yet not able to divulge some of my greatest concerns, fears and grieving process of this time. But the shared love is still there.
Nice. I have those kind of bad days too. 😘
Its been a really strange time. I have found myself at odds with almost everyone I know and love, though to be fair, the vast majority have been accepting of my choices. This made it hard to take such a hard line with all of them, though I couldn't help what I was feeling at the time. I made attempts to communicate what I felt, and the dangers that were being hypothesised by the brave few who speak out, but all I seemed to get was either politely ignored or just mocked, when all I was trying to was give people a chance to protect themselves from something that I still see as totally destructive. I ended up taking it out on the keyboard and writing stuff like this. Very few people actually know my identity and have no idea that I write this stuff, which is nice as it enables me to be honest without it being personal.
I agree, and can relate to a lot of what you've written. It's strange to maintain close relationships with people who believe the pharma- corporate media- government narrative, and won't really digest anything outside of it. I really appreciate those close relationships, because I've been cut off from others. But those close relationships are happening in this gaslit environment.... feels strange, not exactly fully honest, operating from different realities, yet not able to divulge some of my greatest concerns, fears and grieving process of this time. But the shared love is still there.